- There is a Lily in you who wants to get better. That's why you're here.
Only if I knew, how to get better..

I don't feel much like getting better.. Taking care is still feels hard I just want to lay and non-exist. Kinda feels like my stats are dropping. Sometimes like I'm running out of words. I honestly don't know how I will be able to be on therapy tomorrow.. Maybe I should text her this thing.

Low activity weekends. I still want to sleep.

I sometimes feel like I have so much to convey but maybe I shouldn't go on her like that. After all she is showing some remorse on her actions. Well it seems like she does.

Life is happening and it has been a quite interesting few days here at home. I also found some really cool japanise alternaive rock.

I finally sold a book.

She was so cute sleeping in while I was reading tales to her. It was a bit longer one but she said she definetely slept better than usual. ^^

Crowded halls with scattered noises kinda sounds like being in a public bath. After a while it kinda has that water kind of noise too.

Dancing and vibing carelessly to goth music on street is superior. Change my mind. ♡